Category: Come My Way

In Spanish, the word for life is capitalized: Vida. It’s as if the force that God allowed to inhabit each one of us is personified, or at least given great recognition for the gift that it is. In his book Life with a Capital L: Embracing Your God-Given Humanity (& sermon series of the same title), Pastor Matt Heard acknowledges the thirsts of various desires we all desire to satiate in life, but many times, in misguided or stifled ways. Desires that were founded within humanity in the Garden are frustrated by the human condition within a fallen world. In his paradigm shifting book entitled The Weight of Glory, author & theologian C.S. Lewis summarizes it this way:

“It would seem that Our Lord finds our desires not too strong, but too weak. We are half-hearted creatures, fooling about with drink and sex and ambition when infinite joy is offered us, like an ignorant child who wants to go on making mud pies in a slum because he cannot imagine what is meant by the offer of a holiday at the sea. We are far too easily pleased.”

Matt Heard explains it is through reconnecting to the triune God as we walk through our journeys that we can access the infinite joy to which Lewis refers.  He also reminds us that in Scripture, it is often promised that those who are willing to admit their need will be met. Isaiah offers clearly this invitation:

“Come, all you who are thirsty, come to the waters; and you who have no money, come, buy and eat! Come, buy wine & milk without money & without cost. Why spend money on what is not bread, & your labor on what does not satisfy? Listen, listen to me, & eat what is good, & your soul will delight in the richest of fare. Give ear & come to me; hear me, that your soul may live. I will make an everlasting covenant with you, my faithful love promised to David.”

Unconditional & complete love, vocational gifts & talents, rest & restoration, purpose & provision are just a few examples of water He provides.

There is an old “Negro Spiritual” entitled “Give Me Jesus” that has always gripped my heart. The lyrics petition, “In the morning when I rise…when I am alone…& when I come to die…give me Jesus. You can have all this world, but give me Jesus.” Romans 8:32 promises us that God will be faithful to give us Himself: “He who did not spare His own son, but willingly gave Him up for us all-How will He not also, along with Him, graciously give us all things?”.

A friend who mentored me in my high school & college years said she had prayed throughout her life that God would do whatever He had to do to draw her near to Himself.” This has oft been my prayer. It seems my predispositions for pride & stubbornly clinging to control are great, for God has had to work with a strong hand in order to fulfill His promise to me. I have oft been like a tree bent over from the force of winds & storms, but He has sunk my roots down deep in His soil.

One thing He has used towards this end is a struggle with chronic pain & illness over the past several years. A genetic malformation of the spine &  sensitive nervous system were later complicated with clumsy falls & accidents, the most severe of which was a collision with a buffalo.Yes, a buffalo. It wasn’t until almost ten years later my nerves responded hyperactively to destroy sixty percent of my hearing, cause frequent migraines & set the nerves throughout my body on fire. Though these conditions aren’t nearly as severe as those many others suffer, there are many small pieces that result in a very complicated whole. In this battle, I have cried out to God for wholeness & healing, believed in it, despaired of it. It has taught me many lessons, including humility & surrender. Most of all, it has kept me dependent upon Him. Moment by moment, day by day, I am in need of His strength to get up out of bed & to survive. The Lord has honored my request to give me Himself, & always, always…this prize is worth whatever cost.
“Therefore my heart is glad & my tongue rejoices; my body also will rest secure (or “live in hope”, Acts 2:25-26), because you will not abandon me to the grave, nor will you let your Holy One see decay. You have made known to me the path of life; You will fill me with joy in your presence, with eternal pleasures at your right hand” (Psalm 16:9-11).

Come My Way INTRO: Bartimaeus’ Call…Jesus’ Response (Mark 10:46-52)-

How does one describe a man who has no name of his own? The apostle Mark says this: “A blind man, Bartimeus (very literally, the son of Timeus), was sitting by the road begging (v. 47).  As Jesus and his disciples were leaving the rough and tumble city of Jericho, amidst a large crowd, sat a poor blind beggar, seemingly unnoticed. How long he had been there or through what kind of lifelong journey he arrived is unknown, but however he got to this place, we do know that he was in desperate shape.  And yet…he had heard the Messiah was coming.

How many times have I felt like this man?  I’ve been alone, without companions…felt lost, without any real identity or inheritance.  I’ve felt the shame of both my natural condition and the failure of my choices.  There have often been times I’ve been blinded by my selfishness or sickness or pain, & I’ve failed to see or trust my Father’s faithful provision. I’ve hidden from others, cloaked myself in darkness, and simultaneously held out my hand in need to beg the attention of all who pass by. I’ve been desperate for compassion…for healing…for light…for mercy. Nevertheless, God did not leave me sitting in that desperate space, unnoticed.

Bartimeus’ story doesn’t end this way either: Bartimeus heard that it was Jesus of Nazareth coming, and “…he began to SHOUT, ‘Jesus, Son of David, have mercy on me!’” Despite his blindness, or perhaps because of it, he was able to really see Jesus in all the glorious hope that he offered.  Bartimeus must have spent a great portion of his life blinded by his insecurity, seeking the favor of man, struggling to persevere.  Yet at last, he reached the point of ceasing to court the good opinion of others, or fearing their rejection.  Mark tells us that “many rebuked him and told him to be quiet, but he shouted all the more: ‘Son of David, have mercy on me!’ “ (v. 47). Bartimeus knew that if he could just get in touch with his Savior, he would be healed. Just as the woman with uncontrollable bleeding knew she only needed to touch the hem of His garment, He cries out for Jesus to “come his way” (song by Skillet). He tenaciously calls for Jesus to SEE him, and Jesus heard.

Jesus stopped, and instructed them to call him.  “So they called the blind man, ‘Cheer up! On your feet! He’s calling YOU.” (v. 48). Bartimeus’ response here is incredible, almost as if he’s already grasped hold of the freedom awaiting him. It’s almost as if the chains that bound him for so long have been broken, as if he is beginning to SEE the promised land.  “Throwing his cloak aside, he jumped to his feet and came to Jesus” (v. 50).  In the midst of our cries to be seen and heard, Jesus beckons to each of our hearts: “Come MY way.”  When we do, He asks us each the question of questions He offered to Bartimeus’ needy heart: “What do you want me to do for you? (v. 51).

Although our needs and cries for help are abundant, so many of us would find ourselves unable to answer to this question.  Discontent comes easily, but putting a name on that which would satiate our troubled souls comes with much more difficulty.  Bartimeus, arriving at the end of many years wandering blindly in the desert, seems to know exactly what his soul needs, and articulates it in just five words: “Rabbi, I want to SEE.” (v. 51b).  In Brandon Heath’s song of recent years, his prayer expands this cry: “Give me YOUR eyes, so I can SEE.”

Someone once said that for God to give us songs in the night, He must first make it dark.  We must acknowledge our poverty of soul if we are to allow ourselves to drink from His rivers alone.  To the humble, the empty, the poor…to those willing to cry out as Bartimeus did, He invites us to come & partake of the feast His son died to purchase for us.

We’ve all been given an invitation, and none are excluded.  The invitation reads something like the verse in the Psalms: “Taste and see that the LORD is good” (Psalm 34:8). May our blindness be healed, that we see the GOODNESS of our LORD.  Both grace and mercy are undeserved, and with our God, through the blood of Jesus, both are freely bestowed.  Though both must also be received, once taken with faith, there is no question they will meet the deep need of our souls.  In the end, this is what healed that son of Timeus. Mercy received with open, willing hands made blindness sight, turned his darkness to light.  
“Go’, said Jesus, ‘your faith has healed you.” Mark recounts (v. 52)  that immediately, Bartimeus received his sight, and followed Jesus along the road.